My mind has always be fairly neurotic, but it feels like I have had no escape for a month now. Going through a breakup is hard, but then there is all the after-math. And I've been confused the whole time.
You ever feel like nothing seems to be going your way? You are loosing things, you are getting easily pissed off- and doing the same to others. You have a serious lack of funds, and you generally seem overly tired, bewildered, and too sad for your own good?
I'm ont one to easily get depressed so I need to take steps towards not feeling this way. I deserve better from myself and from others.
Step 1. Find a hobbie. This will include playing more guitar/writing more songs. And dodegball games. I would like to also invest in an electric bike as my asthma wont let me go up hill, but if I can turn it on when I am going up hill that would be amazing. Will keep the interweb posted on whether that actually happens.
which brings me to step 2: keep loosing weight/getting in shape/making healthier decisions.
Step 3: get the Fuck over it.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Monday, May 16, 2011
What Love is not
Contrary to popular music today, love is not war.
You have to fight for it, but it is NOT war; it is the feeling you get when the war is over. You feel happy, safe, and excited for your world to change for the better.
Too many people spend their days looking for the over-the-top, dramatic, scary and intense kind of love that doesn't always exist, and definitly doesn't last.
I think I am too boring to love for my generation at the age we are now. But I have faith that more people will grow up and realize that pop culture is not exactly an accurate portrait of what good love is.
You have to fight for it, but it is NOT war; it is the feeling you get when the war is over. You feel happy, safe, and excited for your world to change for the better.
Too many people spend their days looking for the over-the-top, dramatic, scary and intense kind of love that doesn't always exist, and definitly doesn't last.
I think I am too boring to love for my generation at the age we are now. But I have faith that more people will grow up and realize that pop culture is not exactly an accurate portrait of what good love is.
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Cut-off
I've wondered what the point is of maintaining friendships with people who basically cut you off for a period of time. If someone talks to me only when they desire a friend, or need something, why should my friendship be available?
It's a two-way street people.
Also, don't come into my life to tell me what I'm doing wrong or have been doing wrong when you havent been around for any of it.
On that note, when I say something hard to hear or I make a request that you don't like; or maybe request that you return a favour- respond. Do NOT choose to ignore it and wait until the next time you hear from me about something unrelated before you talk to me again.
Basically, I will try with people long past when I should stop. However, I will not stick around forever and at some point people have to realize I am worth having in their lives or face the plain old truth- we are no longer friends. While I may still care about you, I will not care to endure the trials and tribulations of having a one-sided friendship. Thank you very much.
It's a two-way street people.
Also, don't come into my life to tell me what I'm doing wrong or have been doing wrong when you havent been around for any of it.
On that note, when I say something hard to hear or I make a request that you don't like; or maybe request that you return a favour- respond. Do NOT choose to ignore it and wait until the next time you hear from me about something unrelated before you talk to me again.
Basically, I will try with people long past when I should stop. However, I will not stick around forever and at some point people have to realize I am worth having in their lives or face the plain old truth- we are no longer friends. While I may still care about you, I will not care to endure the trials and tribulations of having a one-sided friendship. Thank you very much.
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